Thursday, January 19, 2012

When it starts to snow.

Hello everyone that drives. I want to talk about something that really gets on my nerves, How when it starts to snow some people automatically start to drive 10 under the speed limit. I understand you are afraid of the little snow flakes getting under your tires and making you loose control but c'mon people. The main reason the highways are usually clear when back roads are bad as hell is basically because the highways are more traveled and they stay warm. Back roads are hardly traveled and it makes them ice over faster.


So what I am trying to say is that I can understand if there is a little ice on the highway to slow down, but if it just begins to snow go the speed limit. I believe the highways ice over so quickly is because when it starts to snow everyone's automatic instinct is to slow down, well the slower you go the cooler your tires get, and the cooler the tires get the better chance of the highways getting cold enough for snow to actually stick. So please When it FIRST starts snowfall Drive normal, and maybe.. JUST MAYBE The highways wont be bad!   Thanks, tell me what you think. Have a good one everyone!

OOH and PS Just because you have 4 wheel drive, you are not invincible!



Wednesday, January 18, 2012

The pain..

I want for it to be okay
I want it to be all Right.
Every night I sit and fight the urge
The urge to fight myself
 Caged inside my mind I wonder
what I can do to break out,
just to see the light of day.
When I hit the surface
it is raining.
Trapped in the rain wet and miserable, 
I find it is better in my  mind.
It is too late...
I cannot move on, no easy way out
I see what happens with the cheep tricks out,
if I fail, I loose more. 
If I succeed I gain everything
To loose the pain, and move on
To triumph over my animal instincts
Is more than I can think

Monday, January 16, 2012

Headache




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Hey everyone, I have a headache. I can remember a while ago when I was just a young child I used to get frequent migraines almost daily, it was bad. I used to stay up all the night crying trying to get my bearings to sleep, but I just couldn't do it. Eventually I started to take my moms pills that she had for migraines, and it helped =D  .
I took the tiny pill and let it melt under my tounge like it said to do, and about an hour later the headache was gone. I did this almost every time I got one, until one week I noticed I was having a normal day no headache at all. I was so happy because I was feeling great. I really don't know why I had headaches all the time when I was a child, I could say it was because of stress.. but what kind of stress would I went through? I mean other than the little fact that my mom was a  psycho at the time (she still has her moments but its better now) and I just had a lot on my mind I suppose.

Now I feel my headaches are starting to come back, I am older now I know how to take care of them easier, but for some reason the pills I am taking don't seem to help much. I remember not so long ago, bout maybe 3 months ago I went 2 weeks with a headache, non-stop. Granite it wasn't a bad enough headache to make me puke but they did make me week and feel like crap, and I also fell asleep a lot. I took pills for these headaches, and it only numbed most of the pain, not all of it though, I still had a hard time staying awake, and Still felt the pain in the back of my neck crunching away at my sanity, making me want to tear at my skin just to fake out the pain in my head.


Now I have a headache, this is a minor one at the moment, but it is one that I feel will be here when I wake up in the morning because I don't have nothing to take my mind off of it. The pills don't help. If only I had that magic pill that I took when I was younger. It would make all the pain.. just vanish  *poof*




Saturday, January 14, 2012

Advertisements

Hello everyone, today I am going to be talking about adverts and how they benefit people. As you know advertisements are the annoying little "Popup-ups" or side bars that tell you to click here for a product or something like that. Here lately Google has made their advertisements somehow related to what you search for. So for instance if you search for a pair of shoes a while back, you may get an advert later on on your side bar saying shoes half off or something like that.

When I was growing up I was taught to never click on advertisements because they were considered "Viruses" or "Spam". Well sometimes this is true, BUT, if you see something that you really want and it is displayed in an advert, and it looks legit enough it is safe to click on it to see what it is about. Maybe there is a product on there that you might want, or maybe it is just a cool website that you can go back to later. Here are a few tips for when you click on adverts. 
1. Never download ANYTHING from an advertisement that says it will allow you to watch some video, because more than likely it is not a video codec but maybe it is spyware. 
Definitely Avoid these because they are viruses
2. If you are unsure about a website do a little research on it, Google it and ask if it is a legit site. Most of the time there are other people out there with your question, and it is even more likely that someone has dealt with them before.
Not sure, just ask.
3. If there is something that seems too good to be true, chances are it is. If there is an advertisement saying you won a free car (or anything of that sort) chances are you have to do a million tasks just to get this "Free car" and those tasks may include inputting important information into their website. Avoid this.

Avoid these ads
Remember Advertisements is the way some people run their websites, and keep their stuff going. So if there is something you like on a website and it is an advertisement don't be afraid to click on it, it might be worth your while.

(sorry if I jumped around a little, I have bad A.D.D and I get distracted easy, I am trying to fix it.) As always please comment and tell me what you think, subscribe if you can. Have a good one everybody. 




Friday, January 13, 2012

Video games and my life.

Hey everyone. Does anyone play video games? A lot of people do, and some don't. Well here lately there was some sort of research trying to find out if video games are linked to depression. Personally I say no. I don't think that video games have much of anything to do with depression. I actually use video games as a way to cope with depression.
You may be wondering how that works? Well It takes me away from this crazy world that everyone else lives in and it throws me in the middle of a virtual environment that I can live out to my full potential, and do things I cannot do in real life. Maybe this is why I prefer to play RPG games or games with a decent story line in them, because I can be who I want to be and do what I want to do. It is like being something that I can deal with and cope with. I know this is unhealthy for the most part, but I look at it and see that real pain is no longer a factor in my life as long as I am staring down a screen of virtual monsters that keep me on edge constantly and then get a reward at the end for destroying them and saving the people that need saved. This is my virtual feel of accomplishment, I feel a bit happy for a few minutes.
Sometimes I am so deep into games that I forget to eat, and later I realize I am hungry but I just don't care. There are other things that I do to cope with depression, like hang out with people. I actually prefer this over video games because when I hang out with my friends I know that they are real people that have actual influence on my life that can make it better for me.

I will never misplace a virtual environment for the real deal, so you don't have to worry about me going around with a sword slaying bandits, or making random blocks of dirt to place down.  I like crafting my life, what do you like to do?  Please comment in the comment box and share it with your friends. I would like to know what you think. Thanks



Minecraft

Hello everyone that follows me on here, today I am going to be talking to you about my new addiction, Minecraft. Yes I play the game Minecraft, it is very fun to me. The reason I enjoy it so much is because in the game of Minecraft you can basically build whatever you want to and destroy what you want and make it as you like. I have always been one to enjoy sandbox games and stuff like that because they just interest me, the freedom to do basically whatever is physically possible within the environment of the game.

Does anyone remember the very first Red Faction game? This game was great because the sandbox in it was so great. If you couldn't get past a certain part of the game because of an enemy you would just blow holes through the walls and go around the enemy. Or if you wanted to make a trap you could blow out something and it would kill the guy underneath the falling debris. I miss games like that because they simply had almost everything going for them. If people made games that made it possible to actually destroy the environment of the game to advance to the next level this would be amazing, and I am sure it would bring the realism through the roof.

In games like Fallout, and Just Cause and all the super realistic looking games I believe that there should be blast damage when you throw a grenade or blow up a nuke. I mean I like the explosion factor and everything like that but what happened to the ground that was blown up?  I would assume that it, or a chunk of the ground should be missing because of the exploding missile that vaporized all  NPC's and Players within a 100 feet radius. Something else I think should be brought with games is that I think we should be able to blow up houses. I mean c'mon people why is it that we are so cheep in our games to not give us real-time damage effects to our surroundings?


Now (in my opinion) Minecraft brings me back to the realistic factor of it all. Yes I know that everything is square, and the physics of the whole game are not realistic when it comes to water and lava, but I think more modern games on the 360, and future games of computers should implicate what Notch put in his games with fully destructible environment. But of course we detail hungry people want it to be more "Pretty".

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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Alternative Mindset

Time is melting away

Hello everyone, has any of you ever been wanting to do something and have been thinking "well maybe tomorrow" and then tomorrow comes, and think the same thing?  Well.. That my good sir/ma'am is called procrastination. A lot of people suffer from it, even me. Sometimes the reason I do procrastinate is basically because sometimes I can be a perfectionist, and if I do something it inclines me to keep on changing and changing whatever it is that I originally started on until I find out that I will never be satisfied and never get it done. I somewhat require (or want) the pressure to get something done, but at the same time I hate pressure because it stresses me out and I cannot think right sometimes.

Well the reason I am writing this blog is because I want to start working out, but I really don't have the motivation or drive to do it. I mean I want to, but I keep thinking to myself that I cannot afford to go to the gym every day again, and I am too comfortable at home to actually go outside and jog around the block. I feel if I was in the environment of people that are breaking a sweat I might actually want to do what they are doing just to fit in. That was how it was when I was actually In the swing of going to the gym every other day.  A few positive things about me going was that I got more energy (after the first few weeks) from it, I got fit, I was stronger, and I had a lot more self confidence in myself. Oh and I didn't get as many aches and pains as I did before. With the exception, of course, of the lactic acid build up in muscles, but that soon went away.
Should I do it now, or later?

So I have been putting a lot of things off, and I just I don't know if it is good or bad, tell me some of you'r experiences with putting things off till last moment and how they went for you, and what do you think makes you feel lazy and not wanting to do something.









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